It’s been more than a month n it still haven’t yet been done as promised. Of course it’s not smt i should be surprised of since i knew more than anyone else. My brain now’s just a blank, a very huge blank as i suppose it’s rather bigger than other ordinary ones. Wonderin’ how many times i’ve ever asked myself ’bout this but once ‘gain, can’t help askin’ now. Obviously when there’s nothin to do, it just get more n more borin’ n as a result, it’ll be such an absolutely waste if don’t think of smt weird n … ridiculous. In contrast, though it’s not smt i feel proud of but right, my organism is structured to be adaptable with a super high-speed or cutie maddie ways of livin’. As i once have said, i’m kind of used with pressure n actually will do better with much more pressure while on the other hand, i’ve been repeated non-stop of smt like free… n natural. Such a loser liar. Ah n btw i need to tell that it ain’t mean that i feel ashamed of it or wat cause here’s smt that been natural n… essential.
Therefore, at this very moment, when i feel smtimes like Mr King Monkey, with a shockin’ high moutain of things to do override, should it be a great n wonderful event that i need to hold a ceremony to celebrate. Moreover, as if it still not enough gas to keep burning, 2 vast of cartons full of tri-nitro-toluen has been thrown in to make such a fantastic firework to congrat my party. Yeah, really thanx so much.
But the most terrible’s not just that, why, pls tell me why… my soul can’t be like a peaceful ocean in the middle of a thunder storm. Even look at u doesn’t make me feel calm…
… n it drive me crazy of fear…
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